yay.exams are over.like finally.feel so relieved.=).it's fun time.and shopping time.and relaxing time.lol.life sucks without a comp.esp when the exams are over.i screwed my maths and chi.wahahha.wadever.i'm just gonna pray that i'll get a pass.nothing else much to say.byee.
hmm.it's the mugging peroid.and i'm glad that i can't go online cos something's wrong with the connection at home.so using rach's comp now.
been quite stressed out with the EOY examinations.feel like my head could burst anytime.sighs.anticipating for monday to be over.so that i can go back to work.and of course,training.nisa,bernice,coach tan and geokting's birthday are coming up.oh ya,happy birthday joei!x).
had a quarrel with my dad the other day.was damn pissed off with him.i don't knw wtf he wants from me.he's like out of job,but still drinks and smokes.sighs.i don't get it,why can't guys just put aside their addiction for once?for their family,for their loved ones.they only think abt themselves.jerks.well,thanks to my mom for being sucha bitch,he almost hit me.i knw he wanted to.but he din't.he slapped himself instead.and i was crying like shit,not for him of course.cried for my so called 'mistake'.my mom just continued reading her newspaper and acted like it wasn't her fault.
but nvm i has all passed.and i'm not gonna keep ranting about it.becos there's no point looking back.my craziness had settled down a lil.i'm wondering why.but i'm hoping that it'll be back agn,when the exams are over.=)
good luck everyone.
too lazy to blog.nothing much happened.maths remedial rocks?stayed till 4.30 to complete some of the a*maths questions.than ww,me and sy walked to mac.sat and talked.sy left for tuition.left the both of us.saw yh and kaihui.yh entertained us.tried to act fascinated by the harry potter ringtone.down there keep laughing,cos yh la,keep acting stupid.so we talk and talk and lost track of time.rushed to ahma's hse and back home to watch charmed.=D
did my amaths after that.and eng.than talked to brother,ww and kor on the phone.than than than slp lor.--"
ms tan rocks,cos she gave us candie on children's day.lalala =D.going to buy my blouse ltr with mom.meeting ww and bird too.sighs.dad's out of job.and we're selling the car.blah blah blah.update ltrs.
sch is boring.wasn't in a ver good mood today,cos i'm tired.was practically shouting at everyone =/.sorry.din't enjoy a single lesson today.did some sch survey during ACE.answered negatively,the sch sucks.than bought chocolates at 7-11.nisa went up my hse.d/l her songs.some of them are quite nice.but the song 'purple rain' kinda sounds funny.lols.
met the sters at mac.talked till 7+ before going ahma's hse.thinking bout some stuff and feeling quite confused.but i'll just pray that everything will be alright.(not relating to bgr)but if it doesn't,than i'll just live with it.it's my fate,and i accept it.no matter what obstacles are in my way,i'll overcome it,because as what coach say,life is very short,don't waste it,be happy.=D
missing basketball training.nisa & izyan can't train with us after the exams.sighs,cos they're fasting.than nisa want to cut her hair before hari raya.lol~don't knw if i want to cut or not.
hahaha.listening to Bee Gee's-Staying Alive.it's like the song rocks.groovy.but the ataris still rock,the song keeps replaying in my head.lalala.=)
sighs.i'm feeling so guilty.mayb it was part of my fault.i shldn't have contact him at all.stupid me.asshole me.sighs.and i think she hates me?sighs,she can hate me.but she can't hate him.cos he didn't mean to hurt her.cos he was afraid to love her.don't hate him.hate me instead.
why have i landed myself in such a mess?why am i in this?i'm a bitch.hate me.hate me.argh!hate myself.i'm like so in need of someone to talk to.and i'm sorry if i caused any misunderstanding betwn the both of you.i shldn't have appeared.i shldn't.it was a mistake.all i can say is,he still loves u.
i've held back my tears for long enough.wldn't someone come and comfort me?the sadness seem to push their way out of me.and i might break down anytime.won't you all give me a hand,so that i can die peacefully.a death that doesn't hurt at all.
muahahaha.ytd went to gardens to study with ww.so we like studied and blasted music in our ears.which is quite impossible to absorb anything,but just read the damn txtbk anyways.so ww had nothing better to do and started passing notes to me,using her $3 pen.biatch.lol~than she was telling my the guy sitting outside ver cute and stuff --".whatever.
nisa msg-ed me,asked me to go out study.told her to come gardens find me.started raining.coincidentally,saw fy-drenched.he sat dwn for awhile,than fetched christine frm the bus-stop.nisa arrived,followed by yihong.pd and his friend came mac too.stupid yihong,kept burping,he sounds like a seal though.haha.than pd sitting outside reading his 'chi yu shou ce'.than i wrote 'don't need to study la,confirm fail one' on the foolscap.than he use his hp type 'i use handphone more high tech' --".bastard.hahaha.i like his cigarette.it has sparks when he smokes,nice seh.lol
well,din't really fufil the studying part.was bored and sick of studying.x-tine and fy left.stupid yihong keep disturbing and making fun of me.so i threw my mechanic at him.i guess it hurts,well it hurts.sorry yihong!lol =Pp.hmm,than fy was talking abt some girl yh like,but he don't wanna tell me --".but he made me laugh till my stomach hurts so much.and i reacted in stupid ways la,like so dumb,but enjoyed his company.nisa dwn there keep laughing also.she reading her notes,than suddenly dance.crazy sia.hahaha.ww keep using pd fren's phone and zi lian.told her don't take already,wide range la,cnnt fit.lol
nisa and yh left ard 7.30.accompanied ww to get her phone back.took 315 home.talked to cerlyn online.than on the phone.she's nice.her lil cousin's cute.than went to slp.
damnit.gonna fail my english and my social studies.it's crap.totally crap.it's shit.it's absolutely the most horrendous piece of work.luckily i read up on the sri lanka case study during the break,or else i would have lost 25 marks.& i was having this terrible stomache =/.mr tan made gaffar and micheal lee throw paper ammo at each other.it's like so fun to watch but lame.whole class was bursting with laughter.
was dismissed.saw yh agn,than di siao me agn --".at least wenxing and ray said hi to me.but that tall freak always bullies me --".went swimming with shihui and nisa.nisa sat at the poolside cos she had no swimwear.been sometimes since i swam,was feeling exhausted after swimming only one lap.after that,ate kfc at the coffeeshop.saw pd and cassian.than we 3 went back home.saw chinwei at the soccer court,he's like so skinny.oh well,people chg.hahahaha.blah blah blah.off to sleep.i'm tired.and have to finish 3 assignments tonight.hmm,perhaps i'll approach sh for help with my chem,she scored A1 for it.i'm glad that we have the same initials =).i'm sh`13 & she's sh`07.x)
for every minute of anger,you lose 60 seconds of happiness.so be happy.be happy.be happy =D
POA remedial was just wad i needed.finally knew how to do PFD and disposal a/c.revised balance day adjustments too.
dad fetched me to work.ww and rach came ltr.raja sent them out to clean bowls.corn asked me to guide them,cos i was 'senior' --".went to the staff lounge and revised for social studies during break.ww and rach bought me a cheeseburger and an apple.almost puked.blehs
stoned for 1hr+.during the preparation of the buffet,one of the wheels came off the trolley and 2 trays of food spilled.it was a big mess.sighs,as usual,got busy after 6.ww and rach kept running in and out.din't do much serving today.cleaned 3 baskets of cutlery instead,cos cathy asked me to do so.i'm an unwilling party,so don't accuse me of slacking.somehow,cathy always pick on me.sometimes,i don't understand what she's saying,because of her accent.than i'll have to figure out on my own,and it always ends up wrong.sighs.communication breakdown.
after work,had dinner at the nearby coffeeshop.saw leon lee and company.like his hair.informed carlson abt our absence for the next 2 weeks.took 315 with rach,kumar,suresh and the cleaning society,they are nice =).alighted at the interchg alone.saw a couple of zh people.and agn,people stared at me --".had a quick shower,talked to the sters online.aft that,talked on the phone.deprived me of my sleep!
eee.having the advance paper tmr.gonna mug and mug for the next 2 weeks.
it's because of this chemistry that brought us together.but my way of life ruined it all.
was quite busy ytd.had a function going on outside.celebration to congrats some MP who got a promotion.vicki was pulled out to serve the guests.i stayed in atrium,phew.lost my name tag on the way to work,so had to get another replacement,stupid me.than selvam taught me how to clean cutlery,in a more efficient and easier way =D.hahaha.worked till 10.30.had to clean,arrange and set the tables.my hands stunk like hell.gross.made my way home on my own,bathe and ate a lil~talked on the phone.and got my sleep.
sighs.going for POA remedial.and after that,i'll be going to work agn.miss me people =).
yay.this song rocks.=) teehee.
The Ataris-In This Diary
Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
and that unspoken feeling
of knowing that right now is all that matters.
All the nights we stayed up talking
listening to 80's songs;
and quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
[Chorus]
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.
*reminiscences
\\January 2004\\February 2004\\March 2004\\April 2004\\May 2004\\June 2004\\July 2004\\August 2004\\September 2004\\October 2004
*soul mates
amanda*
andrea*
andrew*
angmoh*
audrey*
bernice//
chuhao//
darren//
emily//
huiqi//
irra//
jac*
jacinta*
jason*
jiayan*
joanne*
joshua*
karen//
kiran
lijian*
likhian*
mad//
mandy
nora*
nura*
rachie//
saurah//
siewting//
sherilyn//
shiying//
shuying
ting*
tingxuan*
val//
vosh
wanwin*
weiyee*
wenna*
wenzhao*
ying//
yiling//
yingxian//
yufeng//
yvon//
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